heart throbbing moments

so yes, i know i'm at work. i should be working, but i just have to do this real quick b/c i am listening to the Narnia album while i'm working and it just makes my heart LEAP within me! this music, it just pulls at my heart, something in it grips me, draws me out and gets me sooooo excited. i just want to get up and dance! but that is very inappropriate at work (doesn't stop me from tapping my foot though!) anyway, i just love music, i love when music reminds of why i came here, why i went down this path - b/c i feel the passion building within me. i think it also has something to do with the fact that we're seeing the narnia movie on thursday and the movie and music combo really gets me pumped. i think down the road i need to be working with music in movies... i dont know how i can get prepared for that, but it does consistently seem to burn a fire within me!! okay. that is enough. back to work!

just another day.

so... can i just say that i'm overly happy because i think my computer is fixed and thus it is running smoothly. this is great. especially because an hour ago i wanted to throw the computer across the room. luckily aimee talked me out of that. and coldplay just came on the radio. and this also makes me happy. if only i had my coldplay cd to play on the way home. i'm at belmont right now. in fact, i've been here since 10:00 this morning. yeah, that was almost 9 hours ago. it's weird just hanging out here (particularly because no one is with me). good thing i still look like i'm 18 and thus no one thinks i'm crazy. (execpt for me of course). well... that's all i wanted to say really. to document that i am overly happy because my computer is working again. i'm in a relatively better mood than i was in 15 minutes ago. i wish i had friends. no one really believes me when i say that i dont have many friends, but it's true. it's hard to think about the next 60 years of life if nothing changes relative to the friend arena. part of me is kind of down-hearted (if that's a word) about it. because i think - even if i found some people and had a good group of friends again, most likely they'd all get married relatively soon anyway and being single is just different than being married. period. i dont know really what to think about that. anyway, i'm getting pretty hungry, i think i need to go home and fix some dinner. and hopefully read my bible. which i actually want to do. here's the verse i just couldn't get past the other day when i was reading. i think it's great.

"His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires." ~2 Peter 1:3-4

for the praise of His glory,
melissa