sometimes life hurts

so.. i've discovered that my computer hooked up in one certain place picks up a neighbors wireless internet, which means maybe i can start blogging again more often.

for now, just a simple blog... ridicule. that's the word i've been searching for. i thought it was mockery, but i think ridicule is more accurate. dictionary.com says the definition is 'making fun of'. i feel like this is the only suffering i encounter... its hard tho.. being made fun of. i think people forget how much it hurts a person to make fun of them.

tonite marks the second time that it's happened in my own apartment... and basically.. it just hurts. but it makes me lean on Christ, to know that i find refuge in the shadow of his wing, and it reminds me of psalm 16:6 "the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely i have a delightful inheritance".

for the praise of His glory,
melissa