more drugs, then sleep. good combination.

so it's been a while. not as long a while as i had thought, but anyway... i dont know why i'm procrastinating sleep. i have a cold and really should be sleeping the weekend away. my head feels very stuffy right now. i just recently got home from watching a movie. elizabethtown. not bad. orlando bloom did a good job when he wasnt talking. just something about his speaking parts weirded me out.. (listen to me. being a movie critic. how ridiculous.) but no, the movie seemed a little odd to me to start with but by the end, it was good. gave me that idealistic view of the world that i love to live in. that type of moment where you wish your life was like a movie. to me, that means i wish my life was set to music. i dunno, i'm weird. right now i'm listening to This World Fair. they're pretty cool. i want to say they're pretty rad - in an attempt to sound cool, but let's face it - i'm not cool. rad is not a regular part of my vocabulary. but that's okay. if the world wasnt made up of different people, who wants that? i dont. i decided recently that i was tired of being around people that were just like me. unfortunately i have not made strong attempts to be around people that are different than me. well.. i could try to make an excuse and say that really a lot of people in nashville are different from me. musicians. TOTALLY different world i tell you. so i go to this thing called Inversion - i dont fit in there really. but do i just try to get to know people and enjoy our differences? no. i just try to find people like me and be around them. and if we rewind, we remember that they really arent that many people like me. thus i just kind of stick to being a wallflower. and such is life.

in other news.. well, i still live in nashville and work at EMI. my boss has been out of town all week. i've missed him. i'll be happy for him to return on monday altho i dont know how thrilled he will be to be back. see, my boss is cool - every once in a while we have these great discussions normally started by some very random question that i come up with. questions that i never have an answer to, but my boss likes to try to come up with answers to. so our conversations run in circles but they're fun anyway.

ah. it makes these life changes that might be happening soon kind of hard. but those are for another day. speaking of another day. i think i need to sleep into another day, b/c i'm feeling rather sickly. i'm gonna try to get up and get to the powersculpting class at 9:30, but unfortunately it is not looking very likely with how i'm feeling. i guess working out can be put on hold. alright. more drugs, then sleep. good combination.

for the praise of His glory,
rau.