more Jesus

wow. it has been a while since i've written around here. it's already like 1am and i definitely am taking my car to get the emissions tested at 7am. that's not very soon. i'm predicting a very unproductive weekend. it will most likely entail getting the car tested tomorrow, and then coming back and taking a nap (or going to the gym, and then taking a nap). either way, i forsee a nap tomorrow! and grocery shopping.

anyway. now i'm just talking silly because it's 1am.
on a more serious note. i am looking forward to a call from my friend emily tomorrow [hopefully]. she and her husband, they are meditating on the Word all the time, like ALL the time all the time. and i, well, i read... but it's like someone saying they're going to lay out but then they sit in the shade under and umbrella and they never get any sun. so anyway. i called her earlier to ask her if she could teach me. i've noticed a lot of stuff in my life lately that is just false [meaning a lot of different things] and i honestly think it's from a lack of Jesus. that sounds strange, i know. but anyway, i think it's true. so hopefully emily will be willing to help if she can. okay. i'm staring to feel very very VERY sleepy. and. yeah. i'll leave it at that. there's something to learning to keep your mouth shut. it's hard - and against our nature. but again. more Jesus... okay. g'nite.